I need to remind myself that the search for passion may not be understood by everyone around me here, and although it may also take up time now, it is something that I want for myself. It may be easier to settle, but for some reason, I don't think things will ever really be easy. So maybe it is better for me to struggle now to find what I love. Otherwise, I fear that I will end up fighting with myself because I missed the chance to experience life. I don't want average, or mediocre.
I refuse to settle.