I can't undo what has already been done.
I can't take back the mistakes I've made.
I can't pretend that none of this has happened.
I can't rewrite my history and erase all the struggles I've been through.
I can't wash away the tears I've cried or minimise the pain I've felt.
I can't look back at the past and make it all magically disappear,
no matter how much I really want to.