Laying here alone.
Dreaming of someone to hold.
My body longs to be touched,
my heart aches to be loved
and my soul yearns to be found.
But my mind will not allow it.
My fragile heart is too easily broken
and too easily fooled into believing that fairy tails do really exist.
Not seeing the truth hidden deep behind deceitful eyes.
it drifts away from my fantasies of happily ever after.
And all that it focuses on is the hurt that may follow,
the pain that may be inevitable
and the time that could be wasted trying to recover.
That is why this is easier.
Atleast my mind believes that I am safe from the danger of falling in love again.