Dear Mish,
I still think of you. I think of the
life that you have lost. So suddenly. So unexpectedly. I know that it has been
a few years already, but I wish that you were still around. Would you have
respected me and been proud of the person that I have become?
I will never forget that day, March 17th
2006. We were so close, yet so far, and far too late.
You were almost like the big brother I
never had. I remember that time when you stayed with us for a few months. You
were so confident - so sure of yourself; almost to a fault. I know that we
argued a lot, but I think it was mostly because of our stubborn personalities
that tended to clash. You may not have known this, but I looked up to you.
I wish that I could have gotten to know
you better. Maybe things would have turned out differently for both of us. I
know that you had a difficult life growing up. But you were so close to
becoming the independent young man that you were working so hard towards. We
were all so proud.
Your family still needs you. You’re mother
still mourns you. Their lives have never been the same. I don’t think there is
a day that goes by that doesn’t hurt just a little – even though they are doing
the best that they can.
Sometimes life isn’t fair. Things happen
that cannot be explained. But we just have to trust in God’s reasoning. He
knows what is best. I pray that your soul is at peace.
I wish that I had gotten the chance to
tell you this sooner, but I love you cuz. I will always remember that cocky
smile of yours. The one that made all the girls’ hearts melt...
You will always be in my heart. ♥
Rainbow
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