It has been quite a while since I last posted or updated my blog. So
many things have happened in the last year that have helped me to grow. Battles
have been waged, and battles have been won - but the fight is never over.
I've been struggling to write, because
sometimes my mind works overtime, and I would rather it not make concrete the
idiosyncrasies that plague me. I would rather have the voices and feelings
silenced – even if it is only for a little while.
I've been fighting against the desire to
hide. Hide my life. Hide my feelings. Hide my heart. Even though every fibre of
my being is longing to reach out. It has always been my knee jerk reaction to
retreat away from the outside world.
And so, I have been contemplating sharing
this blog, and coming out of the shadows of anonymity. I've been weighing up
the pros and the cons but I finally realise that I will never feel completely
comfortable being vulnerable with people. So, I should just do it anyway! More
on this to follow J
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