This year has not started off on a great note. It has barely registered that 2014 has ended. Everything has just been so dull for the past couple of months and I have just been trying to get through to the other side - wherever that may be.
I'm still waiting to hear about my application status from the university.
To say that they are dragging things would be an understatement! I really thought that I would have heard back by now. I've tried calling them but they haven't been able to offer me any useful information. I just need to know what is happening - one way or another!
My anxiety levels have been rising for a while now. Being stuck like this
again worries me, and I really wish that I had done more with last year to be better
prepared for whatever is still to come.
But wishful thinking
doesn't get you very far. I need to start actually making things happen for
myself instead of waiting around. I just wouldn't know where to start if it all
falls apart again – i.e. how to deal with another rejection... But I know that I
can’t go down that dark path right now.
As hard as it is, I must be
patient and have more faith. I am not ready to throw in the chips just yet.
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