I miss my heater,
Warming my tiny little room, miles from
here.
There I was alone
with my thoughts -
Solitude was my confidant.
Snuggled in my
bed, listening to the rain fall.
I had an idea of
where my life was headed;
With some sense
of a future.
Now all that is
gone.
But this is not
all bad.
There is family
here -
Love and support.
I just wish that
my mind wasn't so muddled.
I wish that I was more grateful.
I just hate that I feel as though
I am going nowhere slowly.
Time is running
out.
I have unknown
deadlines -
Because I know I
can't sit idly forever.
Life must go on.
And it will –
With or without me.
And I’m terrified
of being left behind.
-N.M-
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