Unhinged

Things get crazy and i feel I’m losing my mind

I don’t know what to do

I’m going insane and I really don’t know why

There’s only one thing to do

I’m floating through the night on a red eye

I can’t understand, I don’t understand it

The visions in my head

I just can’t make sense of it

I can never run 

There’s no use for it baby

Red Eye - Haim ft Kid Cudi

I wish that i had someone to really talk to. not just the shallow "how are you" but a sharing of deep meaningful words that span across our hears and bridge our souls together.

I’m not looking for love. love is too complicated. i simply want to lay my words out bare, vulnerable, and not care what you think of me or my world. 

i just want you to hear me. no more pretending. no more illusions that i am ok.

Because, the truth is, even though nothing appears out of order, my world has come unhinged.  and i need you to help me balance it again.