*Sigh what a long couple of weeks this has been... I'm all done
with classes for the year, but now I just have to wait for the rest of the 2nd
years to finish “Intro to Clinical Medicine” before we start with final exams –
on the 22nd November!
I know that I should be grateful for the time that I have to
prepare, but I can’t help just wanting to get this all over with. I’m so tired
of studying and I still have like 2 weeks of endlessly long days spent in front
of books, books and more books!! I think I might just go crazy!!
And as much as I
try, I still find it difficult to keep focused and stick to my study plan. There’s
that little voice in the back of my mind that's scared shitless of having to
rewrite these exams in Jan next year.
But I know that I really
can’t keep thinking like that. I have come a long way since last year, and it
would be a shame to deny all the changes that have happened in my life, by
still believing that I am not capable of achieving my goals. I have grown
in my faith and I have a strong support system around me. So all that is left
is to just get on with what I need to do.
Medicine will
never be easy, and there will always be challenges. The only thing that will
determine my outcome is whether I rise to meet those challenges, or back away
with some excuse of not being strong enough or good enough.
I don’t want to
look back at the end of this year and think that I did not do everything that I
could to get to where I want to be.
So I guess that this leaves me with no
choice other than to just soldier on… into the trenches I go. This is WAR!
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